I’m not OK & that’s OK.

8/3/22

You’ve seen me out and about lately. This doesn’t mean everything is better now. It means I’m tired of waiting without being able to do anything about this disease while I do. So the newest symptom is Cabin Fever. At least that’s an easy one to fix.

When a person is suffering from an illness it tends to consume their thoughts. Other then my bathroom irregularities I feel normal. So even though I’m not “Suffering” there’s still plenty on my mind. To be specific, the next step in my treatment plan will be life altering and I’m not sure I’ll go through with it. But what other choice do I have?

The other choice is to accept the hand I was dealt and live life accordingly until my expiration date arrives. Does this mean I’m giving up? Of course not. But I’m not going to sit around and wait for whatever is in store for me next. I’m going to continue enjoying the time I’m allowed to have on this Earth rather it be 50 more days or 50 more years.

During the treatments I became very sick. I suffered through it all and even though I’m no where near 100% I’m good enough to continue leaving my stamp on the world. There’s still some days that I won’t be able to make it out but as for those other days watch out because Tony is back & open for business!