12/8/22 It’s the final lap. We’re drafting and ready to make the pass. It’s go time! The inside lane opens up. We move into position and...

Cancer log 194727274, or at least something close to that. It’s been a rough week. There’s been soreness and bleeding but I’m still...

11/30/22 Speaking of cracks, I have a splitting butt ache. But the procedure went as planned. After days of laxatives for preparation I...

11/29/22 Today is the big day. I’m hospital bound to have this procedure done. The preparations have left me shitting my brains out. From...

11/21/22 My symptoms started in June of 2021. By the end of August I retired from the work force to figure out what was wrong. After...

10/27/22 Sooooo….., Drake started at the bottom so that’s where I’ll start too. The radiation and intense chemo treatments I went...

I present to you the torture rack . Complete with photo diagram on the wall. This is where I met the rapist last February . While I was...

10/13/22 My day started with anticipation and anxiety. Luckily I have your support and a virtual shoulder to lean on. For that I want to...

10/4/22 Every night I dread going to sleep. The anxiety of what is to come keeps me awake much longer then I should be. I’ve developed...

9/25/22 October is a big month for me. The most important part of October will be my next set of scans which should finally lead to a...

8/3/22 You’ve seen me out and about lately. This doesn’t mean everything is better now. It means I’m tired of waiting without being able...

7/16/22 Colon cancer causes blockage of the colon. This can prevent you from being able to defecate. But there’s another side effect...

6/8/22 I remember the first time I smoked weed. It was with a childhood friend who I used to play soccer with. He was also the first...

6/2/22 June marks the start of Summer. Children are getting out of school and enjoying the freedom the next three months provide. It’s a...

5/27/22 The constant beat down which is cancer withers the soul. It takes the strongest people and molds them into feeble beings. For...

5/26/22 The lymphatic system is a crucial part of the immune system, and also helps drain waste products out of the lymph network within...

5/18/22 A place where you can go and everything is ok. I think of this place a lot. I don’t know exactly where it is but I keep searching...

5\13\22 Today we bonded. I visited you more then I cared to but you were always there for me. We spent the entire morning together and...

5/12/22 You have to know your limits. I can’t stress this enough. I learned that today as I sit here with legs that are even more useless...

5/9/22 Today I want to talk to you all about the lingering effects of cancer treatment, specifically radiation. It digs deep down into...