Reintroduced to the toilet

5\13\22

Today we bonded. I visited you more then I cared to but you were always there for me. We spent the entire morning together and just when I thought we were finished you posted up for the entire afternoon as well.

Mr. Toilet my butt appreciates the poop disposal. I honestly can’t believe how much it was. The pressure to go all day long until the evening was very frustrating. I wasn’t able to accomplish anything today. But at least that part of the day is over. (I hope)

I had a couple accidents today. They happened when I dozed off. I also had blood in my urine. And not pink hues. Deep red is what was leaking out. Scary at first but it cleared up relatively quickly so I was able to rule out any serious problems and figured it to be broken blood vessels from when I grabbed my ding-a-ling to prevent pissing myself. I went from 49 years of age to an infant today.

Now I’m doing ok. The day up to this point was very stressful. It sucks not having control over your own body. But I’m still healing and as long as I’m HEALING then I have no lasting complaints. We’re still winning! And we’re never going to give up.